
Our brother whose heart is heaven
Hallowed be thy pain
Whence kingdom comes
Thence will is one
On earth as it is in heaven
Thus lead us out of isolation
Which delivers each to evil
Now and for ever

Our brother whose heart is heaven
Hallowed be thy pain
Whence kingdom comes
Thence will is one
On earth as it is in heaven
Thus lead us out of isolation
Which delivers each to evil
Now and for ever

I have always been drawn to the insight that appears when two very different ways of seeing the world overlap. Physics asks how things work. Philosophy and religion ask why there is anything here at all, and whether existence has purpose. Can one inform the other at the intersection?
For me, one of those meeting points has always been quantum mechanics. When I first encountered it, I was especially struck by the Planck scale: the scale at which our familiar concepts of space, time, and measurement begin to fail, and where our present theories no longer provide a complete description. It seemed to suggest not just a technical limit, but something almost spiritual: a boundary beyond which we are not permitted to see clearly.
Max Planck’s work at the turn of the twentieth century began with a practical problem: how matter emits light as it heats up. A poker in a fire starts black, then glows red, then yellow, then white. Classical physics could not fully explain this. Planck’s great step was to propose that energy is not emitted continuously, but in discrete packets: quanta.
This gave us the Planck constant, usually written as h, and with it the beginning of quantum mechanics. Light, which behaves as a wave, also arrives in packets we call photons. Already, reality had begun to look less smooth and more “bitty” than common sense had assumed.
Planck’s constant can also be combined with the speed of light and Newton’s gravitational constant to give the Planck length: an unimaginably tiny scale below which we can not know. It is not simply a smaller ruler. It points towards a frontier where our present theories cease to give a complete description.
That frontier has always seemed significant to me. In this life, we are not allowed to know everything. Our senses, instruments, and theories take us a long way, but not all the way. Beyond a certain point we move from measurement into trust, imagination, instinct, and belief.
The biblical story of Thomas captures this human limitation. Thomas wants contact, proof, the physical placing of a hand into the wound of Christ. He is not mocked for wanting evidence; he is human. But the story also suggests that there are truths which cannot be reached by evidence alone. The Planck scale has always felt to me like a scientific echo of that same boundary: a smallness beneath which our usual ways of knowing dissolve.
More than a century after Planck, in fact only last year, Tim Palmer at Oxford proposed an intriguing development called Rational Quantum Mechanics, or RaQM. The idea is not that quantum mechanics has failed. On the contrary, quantum theory remains astonishingly successful. Palmer’s question is whether some of its mysteries arise not from nature itself, but from the mathematics we use to describe nature.
Standard quantum mechanics relies heavily on the continuum of real and complex numbers.* Palmer asks whether physical reality may instead be constrained by rational numbers: numbers expressible as ratios of whole numbers. One half and one third are rational. Numbers like pi are not.
A simple picture helps. Imagine a perfectly smooth dial: you could turn it to any position whatsoever. Now imagine a dial with tiny clicks or cogs: it can still point in many directions, but only to permitted positions. If Palmer is right, then at the deepest mathematical level the universe may be more like the second dial than the first. It is not smooth all the way down. It is granular.
This matters because quantum mechanics is often taken to imply that randomness is woven into the fabric of reality. Particles appear not to have definite properties until measured, and events at the smallest scale seem governed by probability rather than certainty.
Einstein was never comfortable with that conclusion. His famous remark that “God does not play dice” was not merely a religious aside. It expressed a deep conviction that the world should be intelligible, lawful, and ordered beneath its apparent strangeness. This was, after all, broadly consonant with Newton’s view. There is a purpose behind this material world.
RaQM can be read as a possible ally of that instinct. It does not pretend that quantum experiments are simple or ordinary. Rather, it suggests that what looks like randomness may arise from our limited access to a deeper mathematical structure. Chance, in this view, may be perspectival: real to us because our view is partial, but not ultimate in the structure itself.
Einstein’s relativity also changed the way we think about time. In the block universe view, past, present, and future are not separate realms, with only the present being truly real. They are different locations within one four-dimensional spacetime. What we call “now” is the point from which we experience the whole.
From inside time, events unfold. We decide, wait, regret, hope, and wonder. But viewed as a completed whole, reality may be more like a vast structure in which every event has its place. This does not make ordinary experience meaningless. It simply reminds us that our experience may be a local view of something much larger.
This is where the 13th-century Christian philosopher Thomas Aquinas becomes relevant. Aquinas was not offering a primitive substitute for physics. He was asking a different question. Science can describe how things behave within the universe. Aquinas asks why there is an intelligible universe at all.
For Aquinas, God is not one cause among other causes. God is not another object inside the cosmos, competing with gravity, quantum fields, or mathematics. God is the ground of being itself: the reason why there is something rather than nothing, and why that something is ordered enough to be known. In a deep sense, Aquinas was expressing something that later resonates with Einstein’s conception of spacetime.
That distinction matters. Physics answers questions of mechanism. Theology, at its best, asks questions of existence, intelligibility, and final meaning. The two need not be enemies, provided we do not force either to answer the wrong kind of question.
Put together, these ideas suggest a powerful possibility. Planck points us towards a limit of measurement. Palmer suggests that the mathematics of the quantum world may be discrete rather than continuous. Einstein urges us not to surrender too quickly to ultimate randomness. The block universe offers a picture of reality as a completed whole. Aquinas asks why such a whole should exist, and why it should be intelligible to minds like ours.
None of this proves God in any crude or mechanical sense. It does something subtler and, to my mind, more interesting. It shows that modern physics has not made the old philosophical questions disappear. Instead, it has sharpened them. If reality is not finally chaotic but ordered; if time may be part of a larger completed structure; if the deepest laws of nature are mathematical and intelligible, then the ancient idea of a rational Logos begins to look less like an outdated metaphor and more like a profound way of naming the mystery. The English Book of Common Prayer refers to God as “the Word existing beyond (space and) time.”
Perhaps randomness is not the last word. Perhaps it is what order looks like when seen from inside the world, through finite minds, finite instruments, and finite time. The deeper question remains: why should there be an ordered reality at all, and why should we be capable of glimpsing it?
*Integers are whole numbers, including zero and negative values, while rational numbers are exact fractions made from those integers. Irrational numbers are real values that cannot be expressed as fractions because their decimals continue infinitely without repeating. Together, rational and irrational numbers form the continuous one-dimensional line of real numbers. Complex numbers extend this continuum into a two-dimensional plane by incorporating an imaginary unit.
The great existentialist philosopher – Martin Buber – speaks about dialogue and distinguishes it from love. I have included some quotes at the end of this note from his 1929 essay “Zwiesprache” (Dialogue) below, together with a short note about Buber and Jesus.
Here is my thought
Genuine dialogue is about meeting, arising from mutual awareness. This can happen even as two stranges glance at each other in passing. Perhaps this is what Jesus meant by “Love thy neighbour as thyself”; that is, become as fully aware of and in sympathy with your neighbour as you are with yourself. This perhaps also applies to Jesus’ second injunction about how we should love God (with all our heart).
Are these two commandments a call to dialogue?; so that we become fully aware of, and turned toward our neighbour. This is something one could then practice, something similar to mindfulness. I have always wondered how you could just conjour up “love” as a feeling, an affect. There are so many of us now who do NOT love ourselves. How then can we ‘love another as ourself”?
Whereas perhaps we can more easily practice becoming fully aware of our neighbour. That might indeed be the road to love; a Love which is the joy that I believe underlies all creation.
As Pierre Teilhard de Chardin says
“Joy is the infallible sign of the presence of God”.
Three types of dialogue. In his 1929 essay Buber describes dialogue as genuine meeting with full awareness. He developed this later (I and Thou,1937) into a whole philosophy of relation; where all meaning is contained in the relationship between (zwischen) people and the “other”. Here is the first quote:
“There is genuine dialogue – no matter whether spoken or silent – where each of the participants really has in mind the other or others in their present and particular being and turns to them with the intention of establishing a living mutual relation between himself and them. There is technical dialogue, which is prompted solely by the need for objective understanding. And there is monologue disguised as dialogue, in which two or more men, meeting in space, speak each with himself in strangely tortuous and circuitous ways and yet imagine they have escaped the torment of being thrown back on their own resources.”
Dialogue and love. In the second quote he distinguishes between dialogue and love:
“I know no one in any time who has succeeded in loving every man he met. Even Jesus obviously loved of “sinners” only the loose, lovable sinners, sinners against the Law; not those who were settled and loyal to their inheritance and sinned against him and his message. Yet to the latter as to the former he stood in a direct relation. Dialogic is not be identified with love. But love without dialogic, without real outgoing to the other, reaching to the other, and company in with the other, the love remaining with itself – this is called Lucifer”
Buber, Zionism and Jesus. Buber was an intellectual Hasidic Jew. He was a lifelong Zionist, but who strongly disagreed with how the new state was constituted. He thus refused to become the first president of Israel. He “favored a binational state that encompassed and honored both Jewish and Arab ethnicities, and centred on mutual love and respect. He believed that Jesus was the greatest of all Jews and that his message was the flower of judaism. He describes Jesus thus:
“from my youth onwards I have found in Jesus my great brother”
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For reading click here …surprised to joy
What is the colour of silence?
Here presently co-occupied
Fire and rosary’s concrescence
Or shirt of flame thus belied?
What pattern the fret-saw begets
In knot-stitch broider’d relief
A surf-line that curves as it whets
sharply thrown stones of belief
Common be-cause with time’s passing
Caught in your fawn-liquid glance
Through hours our pow’rs thus amassing
Surprised to joy from this trance

I’m bumbling bee not its sting
Flight of the gull not its wing
Not noun or thing-y at all
‘Cos I’m the bounce of a ball
Hop of a bird and its call
The verb, I am is to be
Container containing set free
Strong brown god striving to sea
For reading click here … touching the flow

All is not as it seems. Physics and Philosophy are pointing us to integration rather than differentiation. To wholeness rather than fragmentation.
The Nobel prize physicist David Bohm proposed that language is reshaped to focus on verbs, rather than nouns (subjects & objects). He calls this a “rheomode”, reflecting a reality of flow, of movement. He also picks up the insight of existential philosopher Martin Buber that we are the sum of our relationships – each to each.
And it’s relationship of waves not matter. In recent work Milo Wolff has shown that when thought of as intersecting standing waves, then reality can be described by simple equations. It is no longer necessary to invent a veritable zoo of exotic particles – and “dark” matter and energy. Wolff’s work is not new, but based on work by Maxwell, Schrodinger and Einstein.
Our watchwords, or better – watching words – and focus is shifting..
From nouns – to verbs..From quanta – to waves..From individuals – to connections..From fragmentation – to wholeness
.. or as Teilhard de Chardin would say – to the Omega Point – where humanity awakens to the reality of the whole, love.
It is politically correct to assume a materialistic existence built on a series of microscopic random events unfolding in intransitive time. We live in the ship of our ego, afloat on an ocean of materialism. No wonder we are full of loneliness and fear.
Sigmund Freud observed that the more you avoid a fear, or abyss, the unhealthier you become. All of the mechanisms of dealing with unconscious pain (projection, avoidance, repression etc) simply lead at best to neurosis, at worst to psychosis.
The big fear, the monster lurking in the deeps is existential angst. The terror of nothingness inside the tiny baby inside each of us. How, then, to deal with that? It’s worth tackling, since our insecurity is rooted right there. The more secure a person is, then the more listening, creative, compassionate, generous, talented and capable of joy they are. Insecurity spawns withdrawal, narcissism, unhappiness and disconnection. So that horizons contract to world as prison.
How then does security arise? Where do we find an ability to live in confidence? (Con Fides; with trust)? Some simply have faith. Probably they were securely attached as children. What about the rest of us?
Science is uncovering deep meaning at the most fundamental level. Experiments on matter at the most microscopic levels shows that existence is an infinite series of possibilities, potential – until observed. It is the act of observation that, in effect, crystallises out this particular existence from the cloud of possibilities. What then is this act of becoming, of creation that we are engaged upon together? . Surely there must be an “observer” to create this particular reality. Sure enough, our species are the most efficient engines of observation, whether through science or the arts. We each of us spend our life in observation (or as some would call it – witness, some knowledge). Interestingly our gathering of knowledge is escalating in a geometric progression. (Are we approaching Teilhard de Chardin’s “Omega Point”?)
It appears to me our purpose as humans is to be just this – engines of observation crystallising out existence; and we do this together. That puts the onus on us collectively. It is OUR task to work for “good effect” – rather than trying to live with our eyes tight closed against the fear that we float on a sea of random meaninglessness.
…and then comfort comes; and connection and joy. Atman replaces ego, and angst evaporates. Until we forget and have to realise it all over again.
The druids and those before them believed in Wyrd. Fate, spinning and spun eternally by the three sisters sitting at the base of the tree of life. World interwoven and changing with tides and currents rippling through it. Reality as flow, connection, relation, context, love). New facets of our connected reality constantly emerging. The same truths at the base of Hinduism – and in Quantum Mechanics ( and Buddhism and Christianity).
Metamorphosis. Water becoming ice. Caterpillars pupating, emerging into butterflies. We journey together into wondrous new states. Society has a reality separate from the individuals that it is made from. And we as individuals in turn have emerged as something new, from the molecules that constitute us now. We are co-evolving in a phase of emergence from one state to quite another.
Yet; mostly we think of the material world as static and secure. How strange. We manage that by focussing on short time segments. Thus we ignore the riverine flow of rocks, the evolution from raw plasma to chemicals to biology to ideas; and we are also blind to “now”, the window to eternity.
Why? Fear, I suspect, is to blame. The terror, the existential angst that is located in our ego – which of course is definitely an ephemera. This is just a trick of light. Look past the surface of the pool with its (reversed) image where we see our “self” reflected. There, within the water, is the flow of life which is our home. We let our egos rule over us, when – just here, just now (always here, now), in the flow of the universe is our real deathless self. As Rupert Brookes puts it “.. a pulse in the eternal mind, no less”. Like Narcissus, we are transfixed by inner absorption rather than an awareness of all-that-is.
I was afraid of dying last night. Terrified. Full blown existential angst. It took me back to my childhood. I lay there trying to fathom why that fear was back again – my old enemy.
I realised that it is my “I” that is afraid. My ego; the confection that has spun up in this particular life of mine. I have throughout my life woken suddenly in the night with a sense that my heart has stopped – as it misses a beat – and with the immediacy of dying. Whilst it was frightening as a child and into my early adulthood, it disappeared as my faith grew that there is more beyond this life. (A faith built out of intense questioning). Indeed what lies beyond this virtual reality is all, everything. Not the nothing of our ego’s fear.
I am lucky because I have experienced good deaths. My mother had almost died and described her experience of moving toward light and love but being summoned back to this life – and her reluctance to return. This is of course common; but it’s difficult to be a doubting Thomas when your mother – a true glorious person – gifts you her personal experience. My father died after an operation and I experienced for the hours after his death his transcendental joy before disappearing. Literally he was bursting with excitement and joy before he finally left me. It was intense and real. Since then some part of the thought of death has been exciting – a way through the fundamental loneliness of life.
Lucky. Because I have known other deaths where there was fear, confusion and loss. Intensely painful rather than joyful, and I have seen how those deaths affect those left behind.
So, to last night..
I believe that our ego only exists in this particular life, like some kind of computer memory that fades when the machine is switched off. Of course my ego is terrified of death. “I” am not, however, my ego. I am part of all and will return to the everything beyond. In what way, is not for me to see here now, because our senses can only see “through a glass darkly”. I do know that in order to move beyond my fear, my work is to move beyond my ego, and back to the living and loving connection that continues and is what I anyway call God. I only use that word tentatively because it puts some people off – because many “religions” hijack this personification of all-that-is for their own purpose. Political manipulation.
A rose, however, is a rose by whatever name.
In any event, I offer my thoughts not to convert – but as a witness to hope.
Animus, Anima. Declension of nouns describing polarity, intending integration
Animare. A verb. To live lovingly. Already connected, in conversation. A dance. Conjugation to wholeness.
Animo
Animas
Animaramus?
(I’m already there).